Haii~
Sorry for the lack of updates. ^^;
So far things have been going really fine in my new unit. ^^ Especially since i get to ‘slack’ most of the times, but at times things can get really uptight there. Now i can more or less be called a military intelligence specialist bah, but i still know nuts about what is going on, since the senior specs have yet to ORD which they’re gonna kiss their green ICs goodbye in November. ><
All this H1N1 hoo hah has been quite a pain in the arse lately, especially the effects it has on my loved ones. Fish has been suffering alot from the numerous “implementations” of RP which i’m really pissed off with. I cant list down much stuff and i cant say much as firstly, even though i graduated from RP and am currently an alumni of the institute, i currently don’t have much involvements with them as of now as i serve national service. Secondly, i don’t have the cold hard facts and evidence to prove them wrong of their ineffective management of the pandemic.
And also, i’m kind of pissed of at someone bah…
If you’re trying to help someone out of a situation, don’t go and blow it up to the extent that it harms everyone in the process, especially when you don’t even know what the f*** is really going on. It’s true that when people go too far, we shouldn’t let these people climb over the top of our heads and celebrate as if they’ve just finished climbing some summit of Everest. But then again, if 2 people at a specific conversation were to end up blasting at each other like machiam some cock fight, i don’t suppose it would get things done.
Things started when a mild arguement started with one side making unreasonable comments. Then this ‘smartarse’ comes over to straighten out the situation. Somehow the conversation eventually got worse with the wrong tone being used, and the other side, of course isn’t happy with the tone, continues with the comments, and because of this, the whole case blew up. As i try to calm things down, that person even refused to freaking face me. Thankfully the person who made those unreasonable comments was smart enough to stand down and pass the phone over to another person and stop the conversation. This time the new person answering the call was of a more neutral position and everything calmed down. I had to eventually call them back through my own phone and straighten things out on my own.
I cant say much on what the smartarse discussed with the neutral guy, since i was busy trying to get a hold of what exactly is going on. In the end, all they wanted were information. But then again, i warned them if they were to say anymore unreasonable things to harm that someone, i won’t forgive them.
This is my own perception on how i see things bah. If you want to settle things between you and someone, YES, be firm, but don’t step over the line. Hold your ground and defend your stand, NOT go on the offensive and step over the border and f*** things up, UNLESS there is a mediator/3rd party to make sure things don’t go overboard, THEN, you can f*** that person all you want until the mediator says it’s enough. (lagi best is, this smartarse tried to be the mediator and in the end the smartarse go and f**k the whole situation up instead by blasting in as well)
Tmd…
Basically this is what i feel about the situation. Its always better to listen to 2 sides of the story before determining who actually made a logical deduction and conclusion. But then again, i believe this world has no right or wrong, only result and consequence. You can say this is somehow my philosophy on life. What you see above are just my own views and opinions.
I purposely left out names so as to prevent unecessary accusations. So theres that.
And also, dear, don’t worry too much yea. I know you feel really uptight about that morning. But no worries, i understand how you were feeling then. Lets put the past behind us and move on, towards the future….OUR future… -^^-
I love you dear….
Jiemi